nothing special happened recently. as usual my life still evolved works, school, family and boyfriend.
i am super stressed. stressed until you become a mute, not yourself! Falling sick, but life still have to go on. No one bothers whether you are sick or not. Everyone only bothers those who contributed the most and is of a good use (in short only if you are smart and clever).
i miss my secondary school and poly life where i have plenty (not plenty but yet not lacking) of good supporting friends. They ruled my life and supplied me with what school life is and what friends are for. i have them to turn to when i am in need, discuss with when i am bored or helpless. Although i have a more attention-seeking boyfriend now, i still can manage well if i were with them.
One thing bad about now is that i have to learn to support myself. Things started to turn worrying and paranoid. Hahaha. i have symptoms of getting depression pretty soon. My eyes turned into a running tap water for no reason. i simply broke down just like that. amazing isnt it?
working for five days next wk. work keeps me going, actually money is the main concern. baby earn 2k per month, but he ended his month without saving. see how money flies. i am not born with silver spoon, neither does he. we ended up working part time. i am a full time student with a part time position. he is a full time national service man with part time.
nevermind about my nagging... meet up with janet yesterday. she lost her sunshine! i think she is also as stressed and vexed as i am. school and friends are spinning her life round and round! oh ya, saw siew hoon and white bird too! hahahah... I LOVE SIEW HOON'S cute rebonded hair!
baby will be out to tekong for a week. i am full time maid, i have to pay his bills on his behalf while he is away on his pay day. hahaah.. OOoooo... speaking about baby, one thing about his army thingy is nuts but somehow hilarious too, ok, they are going to tekong rite, so drinking water will be from tekong. Research somehow reflected that water at tekong was dirty (got "worms") then all ns men involved have to take this special "antidote" pill to kill the worms. BUT after eating the bloody pill, the officer then announced to all people, THE PILL WILL CAUSE DEPRESSION! its nuts. baby did broke down on the night he ate the miraculous pill. i am still wondering it is really the side effect or just baby's bottling emotions got erupted!
