sigh. had a tiff with darling yesterday. sometimes womens' moods cant be controlled. they will just explode over tiny weeny thingy. i am not exception. bugis is our cursed place.
pms is ruling over me. my face is bad. and my temper is untolerable.
sometimes how i wish i can be born slim and slender. i have a bad inheritance from my family, especially my mother's side. but i dun blame them. we cant be perfect in our life. i has a darling who is so small in size, sometimes standing before him make me so inferior. i tried so hard, amore and all sort of stupid ideas, but useless. moreover, i am someone who will eat and eat and will crave for meat when i am stressed. who is not stress when you have tons of deadlines, so many thingy to learn, work, insufficient sleep, have to see the well-being of her boyfriend who is so vulnerable of poor health and improper meals, got depise of her classmates, cant even tell her boyfriend her sorrows, sometimes when she is sick he will not even show much care and concern, cry thru the night before she slp, got made fun of having big thighs and big butt and being fat. i am turning crazy. the only solution is shopping until i am dropped. now i only have $10 left in my bank. ha. i have so many clothes in my wardrobe that is not worn before!
term break but 1-day is spent in school, 4-days is spent on working, 1.5-days with him and 0.25-day with mummy and 0.25-day on deadlines.
lately watched little man. the show was hilarious especially the little man, hahaha, he is real lecher! lols.
