Initially wanted to took up one more job, in order to earn money. Due to certain circumstances, money is not enough and i wanted to help darling out too. but school and darling objected.

know how to enjoy is the cleverest thing to do on earth. everyone have worries, sorrowes and troubles. it is just how you plan to deal with it. some rather escape but some chosen to face it.

i have lotsa lose touch with hell lots of people. will start to plan my dating diary once i settled down.

coming to think of how to organise a 21st birthday celebration, its a headache. i just wan a simple party. bbq or chalet with multiple troop of people (as if i got tonnes of friends), will result in some parties being neglected. i just wanted a simple dinner or meal, but like what some sae is true, i might lotsa meals to eat. darling sae he wanna elope with me out of singapore on my birthday but its a weekday, i started school already. nevermind. i shall keep thinking.
upcoming activities are: katherine's birthday (but i cant attend), alcohol ice cream trip with ong pian pian (i wonder whether the ice cream restaurant is still there), a belated meal for hawk, darling's friend's house-warming, my cousin's wedding, sec sec gathering, my family members' birthday, his father's birthday n etc.i shall see how many of them i can attend. hahahahaha.

world cup is coming. and that means that alot of people will be declaring bankruptcy soon. its a killer period. there are alot of greedy people in this earth, i dont deny that i am one of them, i dont grow with silver spoon. dreaming of ideal number to buy 4D hahahah and the illusion of striking lottery. Pui* it is a one in a million chance. but i still hope i strike (provided i take action -> BUY 4D, how to strike without buying)

first week of june is my doom day. trying to burden sorrows but its hard.